I always like to think that I have a certain control over my life. Do things a certain way and certain things result. I think now that it's only once that last door gets opened for us that we realize there was someone behind it all along. Most things in life can't be understood, not really, so there's really nothing anyone of us can say or do. All I can say now is: to the people in my life that I love, you know who you are and I think of you every single day.